I’m so happy we all got laid tonight is really how I feel right now. I’ve been skeptical about my desire – in the aftermath of everything that occurred with him it was about time for me to feel myself for myself.
Going over tonight showed me the level where I’m currently at. I’m a trans women who is comfortable navigating herself as a gay man around these premises. In the context of the fun that I enjoy having: I am a secret ninja top whose aggressiveness brings out the naughtiest inside of people. I’m a being sharing myself with people of mutual interest.
He was 21 years old, smoked mokes and just finished his last quarter. His name was AJ (which I doubt is true) but it is a name I won’t forget. With this person moving as well it makes me think of this ticking time bomb that hasn’t fully exploded on me.
His moke smoking reminded me of times I would kiss my ex. Or of the times when I would enjoy leisure time with the plug. My life has definitely circulated around these circles but as long as I’m being safe I found power in my agency to choose what I do with my body.
I was distracted tonight – DICKstracted if you want to call it that but I am definitely doing what makes me feel free. You know what – I’m doing what makes me feel like me. Tonight was a bit wild but in the end it’s acknowledging that I’m down for my shit and with the right comfort and vibe I can put myself in this vulnerable position.
Best part: he asked to ride my face. 🤤🤤🤤